Tuesday, June 12, 2012Just too positive
I had my first exam paper yesterday and it was good. Good not in the sense that I will definitely pass. I will definitely fail that paper cause I only did 2 question out of a total of 5.
I didn't finish the paper not because I don't have enough time, but because I only know how to do that 2 questions.
Though I had been 'revising' for more than a week, but all that revision was actually bypassing my brain. I was only able to absorb and understand on the last 2 days of my revision.
So on the last 2 days I managed to understand 3 topics and out of these 3, 2 came out for the exams. Not bad right?
Anyway, I just don't want to get upset over spilled milk. I took this whole episode very positively. So positive that I thought I was a bit mentally unsound.
To make it sound worse, I was late for my paper. I was late for about 15 minutes. And the best part was I was not even panicking. I can still feel very relax.
Of course there were also others that were late like me. I must have emit a very peaceful aura cause there were some who were running to the exam hall but when they reached beside me and saw that I was just walking at a moderately fast pace rather than running, they slowed down and walk at the same pace as me.
I am beginning to find that the older I get, the more opposite I become as compared to the past me. In the past, I used to be very study-driven and always want to get good grades. But now, meh...
Maybe now I don't find academic results that important anymore. It doesn't mean that I'm giving up on studying. I still want to pass my ACCA. Just maybe not this time round.
I feel that I had started on a wrong note which snowballed to me dreading to study hard. I even dread going to school. And also those last minute shitty work which makes you feel worse about yourself. So I just decided to give myself another chance to get things right by making an effort to work hard once my new school term starts.
Anyway, AFTER MY EXAMS IS THE PERTH TRIP !! EXCITED !!
Was Bitching At 4:24 PM♥