If there is one thing that I'm really good at, it's running away from problems. Like a boss. Lol.
Anything that feel too stressful and too pressurizing, I just act stressful about it, and the next moment I know, I will surfing 9gag.com, or drop dead on my bed. How amazing is my talent?!
Yes, I'm so talking about my studies. God please watch over me (T.T)
Thou Shall
THOU SHALL STUDY TOMORROW!!!
I totally wasted today not doing anything beneficial towards my studies. It's really hard to force yourself to study when you don't really like the subject. Other than doing the laundry, I spent the whole day watching anime and korean variety shows. Not that I'm proud of myself for doing all that.
God of determination please descend in front of me tomorrow when I start my revision.
Looks changes
How do you describe that feeling, when you look at people that you used to know and you could recognise their faces, yet you wonder if they could recognise you, or even remember you?
Its a weird feeling that I can't actually describe with words.
Though I don't really feel so, but i know that my looks have changed a lot. Or maybe tremendously as some may put it. Sometimes, I can walk past an old classmate of mine and they could not even recognise me. Since I'm not a friendly person either, I can't be bothered to say hi and made myself known, unless that person is someone that used to be super duper close to me. But then again, I may be too shy to approach them too.
I'm not sure if my drastic changes is a good or a bad thing. On one hand I can avoid those people that I don't like talking to, on the other hand, it kind of saddens me if that person used to be someone that means something special to me, but yet could not recognise me anymore. I know it is of no one's fault if that is happen. Yet, somehow, I still feel a little sad inside.
Anyway, the most important thing that really matters is that, even if my changes are big, as long as I've become prettier, the rest above doesn't really matter anymore. Lol. Superficial me.