Friday, April 1, 2011Heart ache
The main reason I cried is not because of the lost bag.
I cried cause I was disappointed.
Disappointed that you would react like that when I needed you the most.
When I felt so vulnerable, no words of comfort came out of your mouth.
It was only reprimands and that hurt me even more.
You made me realise one fact:
The person whom you love and care the most, is not the person who will side with you, understand and connect with you all the time. The person whom you want to spend your life with is not the person who will be there, by your side, when you need them the most. Perhaps it is some stranger or mutual friend that will be there when you feel the most vulnerable. Maybe they are the ones who will understand you best. Or maybe, there is no one who will ever understand you, or be there whenever you need someone to lend on.
I think, I kind of know how selfish people are created.
Maybe I should be selfish too to avoid this kind of disappointments.
Was Bitching At 1:00 AM♥