Friday, April 29, 2011Mistress is back
Had some free time last week so I whipped up some dishes.
I know of at least 3 person who won't touch that green and yellow pepper. Lol.
I actually cooked 2 rounds of this cause for the first round, the spaghetti didn't have any taste.
Nevertheless I still forced my 2 brothers to finish all the servings of the first round. Haha.
Cooked the second round for Mr. Creature and it tasted so much better.
But he bloody hell didn't eat the green and yellow pepper (T.T)
Chicken fillet with tomatoes. Had this together with porridge.
Thought it was not super delicious but not that bad.
All my food were certified edible by at least 3 people.
And I was always the first on the line to try out the food before serving them out.
So no worries. Lol.
Mistress Weix came back from Perth last week for a short 'stock-up' trip.
So I went shopping with her 3 days ago.
My, my, my.
Though it was her 'stock-up' trip, a crater still formed on my wallet.
I spent like $300+ in one day's time.
Bought a few make up products and stock up on my beauty products too.
Felt kind of guilty after that actually but then I got consoled by myself in a few minutes time.
If I don't get to spent the money what for do I earn so hard for it right?
Besides, I had been working very hard the last few months just so that I could experience this ecstatic feeling.
Haha. Excuses. But I am happy :)
Mistress bought this for me !!!
Mad loves it !!!
But she also very funny cause she forgot to take out the price tag.
Haha. So I got to know the price of this.
It is kind of expensive.
Cause it is the authentic Spongebob and not some fake ones.
Love it love it love it :D
Gonna see the bitches later for some Korean bbq buffet.
Can't wait to sink my teeth in those delicious meat. :)
Retail therapy always cost a bomb.
Was Bitching At 1:23 PM♥
Tuesday, April 19, 2011Out of the blue
So I did about 50% of all the things that I had planned.
Not too bad for a start.
The other 50% that I didn't do, is because of last minute changes.
I started the day by going to the stadium for a short run.
I ran 4 rounds and walked 1 round.
Not a lot, but my legs went really wobbly after that.
So much for not training for so long.
After that I did some grocery in my stinky clothes. Haha.
It was too much of a bother to go home and change out first.
I made lunch for myself, something which I had not done for very long.
When you make your own meals, you feel less guilt after eating them cause you know what exactly went into the food.
Everything went smoothly until I had to prepare to go for my nail lessons.
I stepped out of the house without my wallet and only come to realised it when I had reached the MRT station.
So I had to walk all the way home to retrieve it.
And doing that caused me to be late.
Cause the lifts had some problem.
Think it got stuck at some level or what and I had to wait more than 5 minutes for the lift.
In the end I end up taking the cab.
What made things worse was it turned out that there was no lesson today at all.
Not sure if it was my mistake or theirs cause I was sure that I made lessons booking on the phone yesterday.
Bloody hell made me waste $18 on the cab fare for nothing.
To make my bad mood go away, I did a little retail therapy.
I went to the nearest Watsons store and exchanged all my member's points for this:
Lol. It is a mini hair straightener.
Bought it cause it comes with a 13amp plug.
Most of the straightener sold online comes with 2 pin plug which is more troublesome to use at home.
I still had to fork out $11.90 after exchanging all my member's points.
But I also don't care la cause I was in a bad mood liao. Haha.
Anyway the straightener also not very good after trying out at home.
Lol. But the damage is done.
Anyway luckily there was no class cause Sugar came down to have an early dinner with us.
So I got a free meal as compensation. Haha.
Gonna Skype with Mistress Weix later.
Till now I had never Skype with her before cause I was always lazy. Lol.
Glad she is coming back soon :)
Oh and I made dinner for Mr. Creature too :)
I made fried been hoon.
The taste is still acceptable I should say.
Gonna make spaghetti tomorrow.
First time making it and I hope it will be a success.
Cooking is fun in a way.
Was Bitching At 11:02 PM♥
Friday, April 15, 2011Live Life
Today I realised three things.
My wallet looks worn out.
My handphone is gonna spoil soon.
My laptop is more than 3 years old.
But then, if I were to buy new ones for all 3 of them, only one thing can happen to me.
Bankruptcy.
Think maybe I will get a new handphone first cause it is more important.
Nowadays, my handphone will auto restart it's system by itself.
I am worried that one day, it will try to restart itself, but end up it can never start up again.
So, I am now in the second quarter of this year.
Lately I had been doing lots of self-reflection of how I had been living my life.
And I asked myself: ' The state that I am in now, is that how I wish my life would be for the rest of my life?'
The answer was no.
And I start to remember all the things I had wanted to do in the past, all my dreams and goals.
A few days back, I took a cab home after work.
The cab driver was really friendly and chit chat a lot with me.
He asked me what are my plans for now.
I told him I am still thinking and looking around for answers.
So he told me a story.
' Last time, Uncle was in the stone(precious stone) industry, working under a boss. So I got to travel to many different countries for the exhibitions of our products. I met many rich bosses who were working in the same industry too. From all these rich bosses, I came to realise something similar about all of them. To them, collecting stones is a form of hobby. Hobbies are something that you enjoy doing. So if your hobby is made into a job, then work does not seem like work any more. Everyday you will feel happy going to work, cause in actual fact you are not going to work, you are going to do something that you enjoy. When you enjoy doing work, you will be more willing to put more effort and heart into doing it. With real effort and hard work, success is definite to come. So girl, now that you still got time to think about what you want to do with your life must think properly ok? Choose things that you like to do.'
Boy did the cab driver's words enlighten me.
Though I already heard this theory long ago, but it was till the cab driver said it that I start to take this theory seriously.
I thought about what I liked.
I thought about the future job that I would like to work.
And today, I kind of figured out how I'm going to get the job that I want.
Since I had finished most of my jobs booking, I decided to take a break.
Anyway I'm going to start school soon and I should prepare myself for it.
I need to buck up on my Jap and nail art too since I had lost the motivation to do well in them recently.
So this is a promise to myself:
I will take this break to do all the things that I said I want to do but never really get to do them.
I will start taking small steps to be more healthy, like going to sleep early and exercise regularly.
I will do all my Jap homework and revision.
I will not skip Jap lessons unnecessary.
I will sign up for ACCA and do all the research I need for it.
I will stick to my beauty regime as much as possible.
I will meet up with my friends and loved ones more often.
I will read the Bible more often.
I will learn to play the guitar again.
In life, one must always stop and look back and reflect.
Was Bitching At 11:57 PM♥
Friday, April 1, 2011Heart ache
The main reason I cried is not because of the lost bag.
I cried cause I was disappointed.
Disappointed that you would react like that when I needed you the most.
When I felt so vulnerable, no words of comfort came out of your mouth.
It was only reprimands and that hurt me even more.
You made me realise one fact:
The person whom you love and care the most, is not the person who will side with you, understand and connect with you all the time. The person whom you want to spend your life with is not the person who will be there, by your side, when you need them the most. Perhaps it is some stranger or mutual friend that will be there when you feel the most vulnerable. Maybe they are the ones who will understand you best. Or maybe, there is no one who will ever understand you, or be there whenever you need someone to lend on.
I think, I kind of know how selfish people are created.
Maybe I should be selfish too to avoid this kind of disappointments.
Was Bitching At 1:00 AM♥