Wednesday, August 25, 2010Patience
I tried to be patience.
I really tried.
I tried not to be bothered by stuffs that I used to mind a lot.
I tried not to flare up at things that you would refer to as small issues.
I know you are very patience with me too.
Hence I can still force myself to suppress all this temper inside of me.
But then again, is patience really the solution?
Or is it the lack of understanding that is causing so much tension between us?
I really don't understand you. Neither do you understand me.
Was Bitching At 1:09 AM♥
Thursday, August 12, 2010Dislikable Creatures
I think bed bugs have a brain of their own. And a good one.
The first time I was bitten, I brushed it off like nothing happened.
The second time I was bitten, I began to take precautions.
I made sure the bed sheets were changed.
They stopped biting me for a while.
Then history started repeating itself again
The third time it happened I blamed it on the humid weather.
The fourth time it happened, I began wearing long sleeves and pants to sleep.
Things started to quieten down again.
Maybe they couldn't find any of my body parts to bite since I was fully covered.
But these are blood thirsty creatures we are talking about so they won't stop for long.
The fifth time they attacked, they bit my exposed body parts like my hands and my foot area.
Don't you think they are intelligent creatures?
Thank God it wasn't my bed they were staying at.
I hate you bed bugs.
Was Bitching At 1:18 AM♥
Wednesday, August 11, 2010Dizzy Spells
I fainted in the middle of work yesterday.
My first time fainting.
To make it worst it was in front of quite a lot of people.
To make it even worst, I don't know most of the people at all.
Embarrassed to the max.
I'm still quite unsure of the reason for fainting.
It could be either the ventilation of the place is no good,
or I didn't eat my breakfast.
Anyway my head hit against a table hard when I fell but now then I feel the bruise on my head.
I realised that when you faint, you won't know that you are going to faint.
Instead, you feel like you are going to fall into a deep sleep.
But my body did feel a bit numb before I faint.
It was quite an uncomfortable feeling.
When I woke up, I really thought that I fell asleep.
(Cause the talk going on sounded very boring to me.)
I only realised that I fainted when I saw people crowding around me and asking if I was alright.
Nevertheless, at least I had a feel of how fainting feels like before I die.
(Trying to be positive here. lol)
Because of me fainting on the job,
now when I work, my colleagues is using it as a joke against me.
So mean of them.
Don't really want to experience fainting ever again.
The whole experience was kind of scary now that I think back.
But the people there were really nice to me (mostly office ladies and dudes).
They brought a lot of food to give me eat.
And they kept asking if I was alright.
One guy even made a hot beverage for me to drink.
So nice of them.
Lesson learnt: Always eat your breakfast.
Was Bitching At 12:22 AM♥
Friday, August 6, 2010Sympathy
Question: How long does it take to fully understand a person?
Answer: A life time is still not enough to do so.
So meanwhile, I can only learn to be more patience, more sensitive, more considerate, more caring, more well-mannered, less selfish, less hot tempered and less self-centered.
If one can't understand from my point of view,
the only solution is for me to understand from one's point of view.
This is the only way that can help appease my anger.
Who said life was fair?
If living is such a suffering for humans, why do people still fight to live?
Was Bitching At 1:21 AM♥