Wednesday, March 10, 2010Laughter Medicine
For the past 2 days, I've been laughing quite a lot.
Yet somehow, I still feel the sadness lurking around at the back of my heart.
It is not that I'm faking to be happy when I laughed.
I do feel the happiness.
But at the same time that I was happy, I'm reminded about the sadness too.
Hopefully, I'm not trying to use laughter to suppress anything.
I wonder if today will be a better day for you.
I wonder how you feel right now.
Have your pain and sufferings eased?
Have your sadness gone away?
Have your regrets been forgotten?
I hope so but I doubt it.
Somehow, I had a selfish idea of wanting to make a memory for the both of us.
A memory that may cause you even further pain when you think about it.
But I really wish to let that memory happen.
I wanted that memory to be a precious present for you.
Though there is also a high tendency that the memory will turn into a nightmare instead.
Yeah, I'm a heartless bitch.
Let's go on a date. It shall be a first and the last, the one and only we will ever get to have.
Was Bitching At 1:12 AM♥