Friday, March 19, 2010I'm not afraid of being alone
These few days, I have been wondering around the town area myself.
Not that I really enjoyed it, but it is nothing bad either.
Wandering alone has its pros.
You can stop at one shop for as long as you want to without feeling bad.
You can buy anything without second opinions.
You can decide whatever you want to do next.
Just that you are alone.
Humans came to this world alone.
And they will leave this world alone right?
I can sense myself becoming like a child nowadays.
No idea why myself.
Deprived childhood?
I've said before that humans are greedy by nature.
If a person is given good treatments all the time,
do you think he will want bad treatment the next time round?
So if you had given me so much,
it really is hard for me to not ask for so much the next time round.
Humans will always be humans.
Kids will always act like kids.
I'm a human, and a kid.
I think I'm kind of like a troublemaker, always making trouble for others.
I had not grown up fully, have I?
Guess it's time for me to do some soul searching.
And at the same time, plan my next move.
Just so I won't always be a bother to you.
Anyway I went alone to get my JLPT lvl 4 certificate alone yesterday.
Ta-dah.
Not that I'm proud of my recent childishness, but I really miss you.
Was Bitching At 12:20 AM♥