Saturday, September 12, 2009Mixture
Right now, I'm not sure if I'm feeling happy or sad. I think it is a mix of both.
I'm happy because I got to see my AVT friends yesterday.
We went together for the Suntec Comex IT Show.
I'm sad cause that will be the last time we be seeing each other before the start of attachment.
I know that it is not the end of the world, but once attachment commences, I be seeing so much lesser of the other AVT friends.
But I'm thankful at least I be working with YunWei so it is not so bad.
At least got 1 bitch working along side me.
I just have this negative feeling that things won't be the same anymore.
It is kind of like the same feeling I had when O'levels were over.
It is like you are entering a new phase of life and all that you thought will remain will change.
So people you thought you will be good friends with forever might not be so.
People you thought were kind to you might not treat you the same way again.
People you thought will keep in touch with you will not do so.
People you though you will keep in touch with may not be so anymore.
People change with times and that is an undeniable fact.
I remember after my O'levels, I thought that I will be in close contact with a lot of my secondary school mates, but turned out it was not so.
The 'family' that was created during those school days was just a game I guess.
In the end, I only keep in contact with 4 or 5 of them.
People just become busier with each passing day of their lives.
Sometimes it saddens me to think of the past when we were so close but when I look back at the present, the closeness we used to share does not exist anymore.
So, I'm really afraid history will repeat itself.
Well, if things do change drastically, I will still be glad that at least I got to experience all these fun and meet all these crazy fellows.
Goodbye to all that I thought would never end...
Was Bitching At 1:52 AM♥