Thursday, August 27, 2009The last strive
I will be having my last paper later on.
Right now, I feel more clear headed.
Though the stress is still there, but at least I'm not having that depressing feeling anymore.
Many thanks to Andrew Poh for teaching me VC.
Suddenly realised that though mugging is a pain in the ass, but there is also a fun side to it.
Studying together with friends is fun.
When everyone is stressed out, we do stupid and crazy things.
And it is these stuffs which makes me feel studying is worth it.
It makes me think, if I were given a choice of studying and you get to be together with your friends, or not studying but you will not get to be together with your friends, I would much rather take the first.
No wonder they say no pain no gain.
I don't know how long we can all stay the same way we are now.
And I don't know if the future changes will be good or bad.
Nevertheless, what has to come will come, so I shall not think too much about them either.
Since I've been staying at the loft for past few days, I think I'm neglecting my Mama a lot.
I know I speak to my Mama in a rude manner but I guess this is the way I communicate with her?
Whatever.
I can't possibly change overnight so I guess I will need some time to change.
But its ok.
As long as I know I love my Mama.
It is better than those bastards who pretends to be good on the surface but when their parents have difficulties, they will push all the responsibilities of taking care of them.
Sometimes I really wish I have the powers of Dumbledore, where he was able to get memories out of his head and store them in bottles.
This way, my mind won't feel so jammed and packed.
Alright, gotta go back and mug.
Wish me and give me lots of luck. =>
がんばってね ガブリエルさん。
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