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That Bitch

Gabrielle Chen Yaqing

18th December 1990

Female

160cm

Unmeasurable Mass


Understanding Her

LOVES <3

God
Republic Of Bitches (ROB)
Family
Friends
Music
Nato
YUI
Jay chou
MISIA
Spongebob & Patrick
Eeyore
Shopping
Eating
Laughing
Sleeping
Reading
Burping
Outings with ROB and friends
Traveling around the world
Irritating my 2nd brother
Lazing around
Sweet stuffs
Jokes
Shiny and bling stuffs
Manicure
Craft work
Black & all colors on the Rainbow

DISLIKES XXX

Being accused
Being broke
Controlled and ordered around
Housework
Bitter stuffs
Walking behind a smoker who is smoking


Her Soulmates


Edmund
Zhao Xiu
Candice
Meng Ting
Yun Wei
Steph
Shen Li
En
Wan Yee
Jia Min
Ying Liang


Archive


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Credits
Editor: nique x3
Edmund



Tuesday, August 25, 2009

I feel like crap

Seriously.
I'm so blanking out when I should not.
My attention span can't even last for 15 minutes.
I'm so gonna do badly for the exams.
I feel very pressurized.
But despite that, the more I feel like blanking out.
There is like this thing in my mind speaking to me whenever I'm studying:
'Hey Gab, what the hell are you studying for?'
'To get good grades?'
'For what?'
'Erm...Get into university?'
'Is that really the place you want to go?'
'I've no freaking idea. I don't know man.'

Seems like everyone is absorbing but I'm not.
There is a big blockage in my brain.
There is something wrong with me that I can't explain.
It is as if I have a split personality and the second me is trying to take over the first me.
I really feel like shit.
Time is running out and I can feel it.
But my body just ain't responding in accordance to it.
I can't seem to relax.
I feel like I'm gonna burst into pieces.

I need something.
Something for me to work towards to.
Something to keep me back to my normal self.
Something to make me stop feeling like crap.
A new resolution.
A new goal. 
A new person. 
A new revelation. 
A new advice.
A new environment.
Anything.
Anything that can keep me in control.
Anything that can save me from this crap feeling.



Some things just aren't meant to be so why am I forcing for the not-meant-to-be?
I just feel that I'm either trying too hard or missing out something in life.

Was Bitching At 1:50 AM♥

If only I had wings to fly