Friday, March 20, 2009Seriously, I think I'm seeing more of Mistress Weix and Andrew(my new grandson. oh man, I feel so old when I should be the youngest) more than my 2 blood brothers. We were out yesterday watching 'Hotel For Dogs'. It's a very cute show. And then we were out on Tuesday to go repair our laptops. And we met again today to collect our laptop. Thank God the both of them don't appear in my dreams. Lol. Anyway there are like so any movies coming out so practically the 3 of us are meeting each other almost once every week for movies. I even named the 3 of us the love triangle.
Got our results back today too. It was not as bad as I expected it to be. Thank God again. I gotta really work hard next year, just in case my attachment results are gonna pull me down. And hopefully I get attachment rather than doing FYP.
And I sinned big time today(even though we are all sinning everyday). I lied so that I can skip work today. And I lied again so that I can skip work tomorrow. I don't know why but I'm having a I-don't-feel-like-working mood these few days. I told MaMa about it and she agreed that I should take time off work to rest. But I kinda realize something after that. My resting day at home = can help out with more housework. Oh man. So much for lying.
Just a random thought anyway. I think that it is funny the way we humans live with each other. Especially with your enemies, or anyone you hate. For me, there isn't anyone that I hate but there sure are quite a few which I dislike. Dislike is a much lighter tone of displeasure than hate. So it's like we have to go through days putting up with people that we do not like but we still have to act like we can get along ok. There are instances like, e.g. Gab hates Alien for always talking big about himself and he does this with no discreet at all. So every time Alien starts the talk about himself, Gab will nod her head as if she totally agree, but her mind will start speaking like :'Ya, right~. Full of bullshit as usual.'
So yeah, I feel like a hypocrite at times like that. After all that I will say to myself, if I really dislike him that much, then why don't I just say it to his face rather than allowing this kind of hypocrisy build up which will then result to badmouthing behind people's back. People are supposed to be truthful but yet we are not practicing that. Partly it may be because I don't wish to cause the situation to go bad. Maybe. The bible says to love your enemies. Easy to say, hard to do. Nevertheless, I admire people who speak their minds even when these people are always the ones who don't know how to read situations and their words almost always cause these situations to go bad.
Then there are people who always take things for granted. I admit I'm one of them. So we usually take other people's goodness for granted. E.g. Gab almost always never listen in class. Partly is because she can't understand. Another reason is because she can't be bothered. So when she runs into troubles in her studies, she will shamelessly go find the geniuses in her class like Michael, Andrew, etc. Thankfully, these geniuses are kind hearted to help. This reminds me, I need to thank Andrew and Yun Wei and Joel, for studying together with me and helping me during the exam period. Thanks to them my results are presentable.
There is also another kind of person who are damn annoying. There people keeps blabbering non-stop about their stuffs and even when you had offered advice, they do nothing to help themselves. In a way, MaMa is somehow a little like one of them. And I used to have a friend like that too. Lucky we don't really contact now. These people are usually the talkers. When you go out with them, you can only listen while they do all the talking. And they keep talking about how miserable they are and all sorts of negative stuffs which will make you depressed too. Going out with such people are so stressful and not fun at all. There is also another kind of these annoying type which goes about talking about their unrealistic and impractical thoughts and never letting other to intervene. They think that there is nothing wrong with their ideas when everything is wrong with it. I'm having a friend like this now.
And so the list of people which are dislikable goes on. If there are 10 of it on the list, I believe I will be under at least 6 of it. Humans are detestable in so many ways. Anyway all those crap are just for me to evaluate myself. I am detestable.
Why plan in the first place when in the end you are planning not to follow them?
Was Bitching At 11:01 PM♥