Monday, February 20, 2012Good so far
The past 2 weeks was spent pretty well. I think.
I went to the Titanic exhibition with ex-hubby the week before and I feel that the exhibition sort of ignite the art enthusiasm in me.
Ever since then I've been paying a bit more attention to art/history exhibits that is going to be held in Singapore.
I'll be going to the Singapore Art Museum(SAM) to have a look at the 'Future Proof' exhibit this coming Friday.
Saw it being featured in The Newspaper and it looked pretty good.
Hopefully there won't be a lot of people when I'm there cause then I may not be able to appreciate the work pieces in peace.
Another reason why I'm suddenly interested in art is because of the 4 days work training I had for the musical 'Spring Awakening' by Pangdemonium.
Pangdmonium is the theatre play company set up by Mediacorp artist, Adrian Pang and his wife.
The play is actually written long ago and had been performed before in other countries.
There is also a full version of the play performed by other people on youtube, but of course don't expect much of the video quality cause most of the footage were taken illegally.
I really liked the songs of this musical very much.
I'm so gonna buy the CD of this play if it's available in Singapore.
And Adrian Pang is like the nicest artist I've ever met.
Too bad theatre play are so much more expensive than going to museums, or not I will go watch them more often.
I'm actually interested in watching 'Wicked'.
But I'm living a life of a student now, which also means to say I have no money.
So unless it's a free show, I don't think I will go. Sadded.
And I cut my own fringe again, saving at least $3.80. Lol.
Also, I finally bought leggings from Uniqlo.
I'd waited so long for the $9.90 sale of the leggings.
Call me cheapskate, but I'm proud of being a cheapskate.
Mmmm.. Looking back now, actually I haven't done much 'productive' stuffs the past 2 weeks.
But somehow I felt pretty satisfied with myself.
Maybe my standards had been lowered? Lol.
Was Bitching At 11:48 PM♥
Thursday, January 26, 2012Firstly, happy belated new year and belated Chinese new year.
The year 2012 did not started out very well for me as I had a few temper outburst due to my pms I guess.
I thought the chinese new year will be a good start instead since I saw a rainbow 2 days before the exact day of the Chinese new year.
In the end I ended up having a fever and fainted while queuing up for movie tickets on the 3rd day of CNY.
Of all places to faint, why did I faint at such a crowded place (T.T).
Thank God Mr. Creature was there to help me when I fainted.
But I got a good scolding from him for refusing to see a doctor prior to that.
I'm feeling much better now after medication and a good night rest.
But I still feel bad for not being able to catch the movie and wasting $18 for it.
And I think I scared the wits out of Mr. Creature for fainting without warning. Lol.
If the rumors about 2012 being the end of the world were real, I hope, at least, it will be a good year for me.
So I have to start living each day fruitfully.
At least I'm proud that I had been going to my nail art lessons more regularly and I really did some spring cleaning for my room on the eve of CNY.
Fainting still feels like falling asleep.
Was Bitching At 3:26 PM♥
Monday, November 21, 2011Hell again
The mental torture is like re-living the o'levels period.
Thought I would not have to experience this kind of stuffs again.
Think I probably gonna fail some of my modules.
And it is tough to get myself to start mugging real hard.
Sianz...
God help me to fall in love with studying again.
Was Bitching At 12:13 AM♥
Thursday, September 22, 2011Miss You
Looking at all those old photos.
358 photos of us together.
Probably more to come.
Something about you that attracts me like you always do.
I miss those old times.
I miss you. Again.
You can't always have all the good things in life. And that is sad. If only I could have 2 good things at once.
Was Bitching At 2:09 AM♥
Friday, September 16, 2011Makeover
I wish money actually drop from the sky.
Then I will pick up enough to buy a new cupboard, TV stand and a 32inch TV for my room.
Seriously feel like doing a makeover for my room so that it will look more neat.
Recently I've been having lots of wants which of course causes lots of money.
If I were do a makeover for my room, think that will easily cost me a S$1000++.
There is also this necklace I saw at SK jewellery which cost S$229.
But it is really very cute and a limited edition.
Alright I'm actually tempted cause of it's limited edition criteria.
Besides the pendant is the cartoon character 'Eeyore'.
Seldom will you see Eeyore as a pendant and I love Eeyore.
Furthermore I still need to save up money for a cruise trip which I planned to go on my birthday.
Money is seriously never enough.
By the way, a pigeon flew and landed on my window yesterday.
The worst part was my window was opened.
The lucky thing is I have my curtains to block the pigeon from flying directly into my room.
So it was already late at night and I just got home from work.
I was sitting at my desk using my computer when I heard some noises from the window.
At first I thought it was the wind causing the sound.
But when I heard strange sounds the second time, I went to check it out.
I got the shock of my life when I saw it was a pigeon.
I tried to shoo it away to no avail.
The pigeon seems to be unafraid of human presence and contact.
Even when my brother poked it with a rolled up newspaper, it just fluffed it's wings a little and remain at the same spot.
As I had a long day at work, I felt really unlucky that I had to deal with such things after a long day.
To make things worst, the pigeon was shitting all over my floor.
My curtain was also stained by it's shit.
In the end my brother and I managed to push the pigeon further out to the extra wall space outside my window so that the window can be closed.
Maybe the pigeon was injured or something, which will explain why it did not fly off when we tried to chase it away.
The pigeon was still there when I went to bed at around 2am.
In the morning when I woke up, it was gone.
What was left was lots of pigeon's shit on the wall space outside my window.
I wonder what I did to earn so much pigeon shit to clean up after.
I wish I had the ability to make more money.
Was Bitching At 1:29 AM♥
Wednesday, August 17, 2011Wondering
Sometimes, or rather, many a times, I wonder what is it that I should really do to make myself feel purposeful in my life.
Some thing that will make me feel satisfied with who I am.
And that wandering aimlessly feeling that had been staying inside of me for so long will be gone for good.
I really wonder what could it be.
Seems like I had not been living the life that I want because I don't know what is it that I want.
Was Bitching At 1:18 AM♥
Friday, August 12, 2011The Unforeseen
It's funny how some things that don't match seems so well together.
Like some couple that you predict will not last long are actually still doing well together.
Or some colors that seems awful together actually look pretty on manicures.
Life, so full of the unexpected.
So many housework and other stuffs to get done, but so little motivation to start doing them.
Was Bitching At 5:27 PM♥
Friday, July 29, 2011生命就是如此
好朋友回国了，心里有点难过。
许然知道她是为了开始人生新的阶段，我因该为她高兴，可是还是会感到一丝的不舍。
终以为这件事还要过一段日子才会发生，谁知今天就是那一天了。
现在身体觉得好像缺一块什么的，好不舒服。
人啊，真的要会珍惜现在因为明天会带来很多我们不知道的事。
Was Bitching At 11:03 AM♥
Wednesday, July 13, 2011Sing along with me
If I could sing well, I would sing all my sorrows away.
Sing and wave goodbye to all my sadness and troubles.
And sing towards happiness and blissfulness.
I would sing all the regrets I had ever had.
I would sing all the things I like and dislike.
I would sing about those happy memories.
I would sing about those sad incidents.
I would sing to people that I like.
I would sing to people that I hate.
I would sing the good.
I would sing the bad.
I would sing, with all my heart and soul.
So many things that I want to sing about...
Was Bitching At 11:54 PM♥
Wednesday, June 8, 2011Yours truly
Just having some random thoughts going through my mind right now and thought it would be good to let it out here.
A while back, I was on the cab on my way home from work and thinking a lot to myself.
I guess everybody have a blissfulness that only belongs to them and no one else.
It could come in any kind of form.
Some could be through BGR, friendship, kinship or even school work.
Anything.
But yet somehow, people like to compare blissfulness mainly through wealth and love relationship.
Comparisons of blissfulness through wealth had long ago existed.
Maybe ever since money was created.
But to compare blissfulness through love relationship, that is something to think about.
If you see a couple that is loving till the last breathe of their life, you will feel envious of them.
And deep down in your heart, you hope you can find that special someone that you can live with, like that blissful couple.
If you and your spouse's relationship went well and ends well, good for you.
But what if it did not go well or end well?
Does that mean that you are not as blissful as those who have a good love relationship?
To me, if a love relationship does not end well, it definitely does not mean that the two main person involved are not blissful.
To be in a relationship, whether if it goes well or not, it is already a blissful thing.
Provided that relationship is not a forced relationship.
To like somebody but not get any returns in the end is also a blissful thing.
It is the process of all relationship that defines the blissfulness.
Surely at some point of that relationship, you feel happy.
So what if the person you like does not end up together with you?
Definitely at some point, when the both of you are in a love dilemma, you had some wonderful memories of it.
So what if you broke up with the person that you thought you could marry with?
Definitely at some point, when the both of you were in love, you had some wonderful memories.
And that, is a blissfulness that belongs only to you, or the both of you.
And that is all that matters.
Maybe some will say that it is the wonderful memories that makes the heart aches even more.
But for me, I would rather have those great memories and feel the heartache more intense, than to forgo the chance of creating those memories.
Life still goes on no matter what sadness happens around you.
Why dwell on those blissfulness that had never happened to you?
Instead, cherish the blissfulness that you have now, and embrace those blissfulness that you had before in the past.
I'm not sure if all that I had said made sense to anybody.
I'm not sure if I was saying all that to make myself feel better.
But for now, I would like to think like this.
Memories of sadness may overpower memories of happiness, but they can never take them away.
Was Bitching At 12:23 AM♥